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<blockquote data-quote="elvisontour" data-source="post: 777637" data-attributes="member: 1719"><p><strong>Glad you asked</strong></p><p></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">At the moment no but then again I might be later.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">The real question is Do you believe people when they say there happy.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"> I know alot of people that on the outside you would think they are the happiest people alive but when you get them on there own and ask them how they really are you almost always find out that there not really happy. My mum had me when she was 16 years old and i was pretty much looked after by my nan and grandad who where young themselves so i looked to me nan like my mum and my mum was more like a sister if you get me but she was always my mum and my nan my nan lol.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">I lived with my nan till i was 6 then i lived with my mum till I was 13 my dad was told to get lost by my grandad because my mum was so young having me and he new he was a waste of time so no dad on the scene only my grandad.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">my mum got maried when I was 13 to some fella who didn tlike me at all so he kicked me out and back to my nans I went I never seen my mum after that until I was 17 when my mum came back to liverpool I didnt know why she had come back home as i had not really herd from her only 2 letters in all that time. The reason she had came home was because my nan had cancer i found out only a few days later and helped look after my nan till she passed away only 4 weeks later. she was like my mother.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">My mum then moved back to liverpool and my grandad who used to work on the docks got cancer 1 year later and I helped look after him till he passed away about 6 months after being told he had cancer.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">I was never really as close to my mum as i was to them and had to live with my mum for a while but because the house was left to me there was murder and family arguments of who was getting what out of the house. I told them they could take what they wanted in the end and my mum soon moved out. I met My girl then and we had our loverly boy lewis but only after having him for a day he got meningitus and we thought we where going to loose him. He fought back and made a full recovery 3 weeks later my girl then had twins 2years later boy and girl and we have now been together over 12 years.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">when the kids where growing up my mum never took much time to come and see them because she worked all the time and we ended up arguing over that.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">One drunken night I was with a few friends and decided to get a tea tray and go down the stairs as you do when your drunk and think your 5 again when I hit the bottom of the stairs I broke my lower back and ended up in hospital.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">I hadnt spoke to my mum for 6 weeks and her fella at the time came in the hospital late to tell me she had had a heart attack and had died so there i was lying in a bed couldnt move and my mum had passed away at the age of 47 my nan was 56 and my grandad 57 when they passed away. So I couldnt carry the coffin the next week when she was buried as my back was broke..</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">My own stupid fault like.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">The thing is my girl had another baby this year who we named Denise after my mum and we have 4 loverly kids and we are happy....</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">But when you think about all that How could I ever be truly happy the truth is I am some days but then other days Im not..</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">Everyone looks at what they see and judges you.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">But they never really know you until you let them into your life.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">As elvis said people dont really love Me they love the IDEA of Me because really they Dont know me at all.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">you can look at a person and think omg I wish I was them. I say "walk a mile in my shoes before you critersize and abuse walk a mile in my shoes".</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"></span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">I want to thank everyone that has tuned into my sets but over the past 2 weeks I have had problems online with people who dont really know me and want to either say stuff or try to cause trouble by coming on under other peoples names and after all the time ive been here I never come for that only for a laugh and to meet people who love the same thing as me ...MUSIC YOU JUST WANNA DANCE TOO...</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">There are too many people to thank and I hate goodbyes anyway...</span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px"> So all I can really trully say is Elvis Has deffo left the osa building....<img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> <img src="/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/classics/wave.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":wave:" title="wave :wave:" data-shortname=":wave:" /> </span></p><p><span style="font-size: 12px">There will be a free slot from 4-6 thursdays so have a word if you want on.. Thanks again Elvis Aka Dean...</span><img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite16" alt=":love:" title="Love :love:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":love:" /> <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite16" alt=":love:" title="Love :love:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":love:" /> <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite16" alt=":love:" title="Love :love:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":love:" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="elvisontour, post: 777637, member: 1719"] [b]Glad you asked[/b] [SIZE="3"]At the moment no but then again I might be later. The real question is Do you believe people when they say there happy. I know alot of people that on the outside you would think they are the happiest people alive but when you get them on there own and ask them how they really are you almost always find out that there not really happy. My mum had me when she was 16 years old and i was pretty much looked after by my nan and grandad who where young themselves so i looked to me nan like my mum and my mum was more like a sister if you get me but she was always my mum and my nan my nan lol. I lived with my nan till i was 6 then i lived with my mum till I was 13 my dad was told to get lost by my grandad because my mum was so young having me and he new he was a waste of time so no dad on the scene only my grandad. my mum got maried when I was 13 to some fella who didn tlike me at all so he kicked me out and back to my nans I went I never seen my mum after that until I was 17 when my mum came back to liverpool I didnt know why she had come back home as i had not really herd from her only 2 letters in all that time. The reason she had came home was because my nan had cancer i found out only a few days later and helped look after my nan till she passed away only 4 weeks later. she was like my mother. My mum then moved back to liverpool and my grandad who used to work on the docks got cancer 1 year later and I helped look after him till he passed away about 6 months after being told he had cancer. I was never really as close to my mum as i was to them and had to live with my mum for a while but because the house was left to me there was murder and family arguments of who was getting what out of the house. I told them they could take what they wanted in the end and my mum soon moved out. I met My girl then and we had our loverly boy lewis but only after having him for a day he got meningitus and we thought we where going to loose him. He fought back and made a full recovery 3 weeks later my girl then had twins 2years later boy and girl and we have now been together over 12 years. when the kids where growing up my mum never took much time to come and see them because she worked all the time and we ended up arguing over that. One drunken night I was with a few friends and decided to get a tea tray and go down the stairs as you do when your drunk and think your 5 again when I hit the bottom of the stairs I broke my lower back and ended up in hospital. I hadnt spoke to my mum for 6 weeks and her fella at the time came in the hospital late to tell me she had had a heart attack and had died so there i was lying in a bed couldnt move and my mum had passed away at the age of 47 my nan was 56 and my grandad 57 when they passed away. So I couldnt carry the coffin the next week when she was buried as my back was broke.. My own stupid fault like. The thing is my girl had another baby this year who we named Denise after my mum and we have 4 loverly kids and we are happy.... But when you think about all that How could I ever be truly happy the truth is I am some days but then other days Im not.. Everyone looks at what they see and judges you. But they never really know you until you let them into your life. As elvis said people dont really love Me they love the IDEA of Me because really they Dont know me at all. you can look at a person and think omg I wish I was them. I say "walk a mile in my shoes before you critersize and abuse walk a mile in my shoes". I want to thank everyone that has tuned into my sets but over the past 2 weeks I have had problems online with people who dont really know me and want to either say stuff or try to cause trouble by coming on under other peoples names and after all the time ive been here I never come for that only for a laugh and to meet people who love the same thing as me ...MUSIC YOU JUST WANNA DANCE TOO... There are too many people to thank and I hate goodbyes anyway... So all I can really trully say is Elvis Has deffo left the osa building....:wave: :wave: :wave: :wave: :wave: :wave: :wave: :wave: :wave: :wave: There will be a free slot from 4-6 thursdays so have a word if you want on.. Thanks again Elvis Aka Dean...[/SIZE]:heart: :heart: :heart: [/QUOTE]
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