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<blockquote data-quote="sirius" data-source="post: 282008" data-attributes="member: 258"><p>Although I personally havent seriously thought about it to such a realistic extent, I must admit there has been times when I think I would be better off dead, but then I manage to regain sense and know Im just being moronic and selfish to my parents and brother. I have a good life, I know that. Ive wondered a few times how the best way to do it is though to be honest, but thats a very long while ago now.</p><p></p><p>I think once somebody has been submerged in a pit of depression for a relatively long period of time, it can get easy to talk yourself into it and possibly convince yourself its the only option, and you hurt so much, your thoughts entrap every second of your life, every reflection and scenario of your past, the current state things are in, the lack of vision of a future and apparent worthlessness to fellow humans etc banging around and around your head louder and louder - you can understand how they want that to all end to some extent cant you?</p><p></p><p>One of my teachers commited suicide in town, jumped off the buss station roof. It was down to his so called newfound 'love of his life' moving into his house, then dealing drugs and then seeing her ex husband behind his back and his threats to expose his house as a drug centre to the school - even though he wasnt involved. I think they made his life hell, taking over, moving into his house against his will etc.......all that ontop of being used and ripped off after so many years of lonlyness he just couldnt take anymore.</p><p></p><p>I think everybody has the right to decide, Im not sure if its a weakness or not though. Its definately detremental to families and something you never really rocover from I would have thought. I like to think everythings fixable, and those who kill themselves may have led a happy life if they had managed to pull through a hard time. But living a life of pure misery is not a good prospect I suppose.</p><p></p><p></p><p>If there is an afterlife, thats just going to be an added bonus in my book, a special treat if you like depending which way you go! lol. I think we just cease to exist myself and the whole idea of an afterlife is to somehow cushion the blow to those still living......however, I can still find it in me to believe in a great creator and that a heaven exists. Im sat on the fence a bit I suppose. I hope there is one, and I hope people I know have gone there or are going to go there, myself included.</p><p></p><p> </p><p>I have never been close to somebody who has done it, and I think I could be seriously traumatised for the rest of my days if it did happen. I feel for those who has lost somebody this way as its tough not only for the loss of a loved one, but also that there are so many questions unanswered and sometimes a total lack of undertanding what was even wrong in thier minds/thoughts. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite3" alt=":(" title="Frown :(" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":(" /> I cant really even imagine what its like.</p><p></p><p></p><p>Sirius.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="sirius, post: 282008, member: 258"] Although I personally havent seriously thought about it to such a realistic extent, I must admit there has been times when I think I would be better off dead, but then I manage to regain sense and know Im just being moronic and selfish to my parents and brother. I have a good life, I know that. Ive wondered a few times how the best way to do it is though to be honest, but thats a very long while ago now. I think once somebody has been submerged in a pit of depression for a relatively long period of time, it can get easy to talk yourself into it and possibly convince yourself its the only option, and you hurt so much, your thoughts entrap every second of your life, every reflection and scenario of your past, the current state things are in, the lack of vision of a future and apparent worthlessness to fellow humans etc banging around and around your head louder and louder - you can understand how they want that to all end to some extent cant you? One of my teachers commited suicide in town, jumped off the buss station roof. It was down to his so called newfound 'love of his life' moving into his house, then dealing drugs and then seeing her ex husband behind his back and his threats to expose his house as a drug centre to the school - even though he wasnt involved. I think they made his life hell, taking over, moving into his house against his will etc.......all that ontop of being used and ripped off after so many years of lonlyness he just couldnt take anymore. I think everybody has the right to decide, Im not sure if its a weakness or not though. Its definately detremental to families and something you never really rocover from I would have thought. I like to think everythings fixable, and those who kill themselves may have led a happy life if they had managed to pull through a hard time. But living a life of pure misery is not a good prospect I suppose. If there is an afterlife, thats just going to be an added bonus in my book, a special treat if you like depending which way you go! lol. I think we just cease to exist myself and the whole idea of an afterlife is to somehow cushion the blow to those still living......however, I can still find it in me to believe in a great creator and that a heaven exists. Im sat on the fence a bit I suppose. I hope there is one, and I hope people I know have gone there or are going to go there, myself included. I have never been close to somebody who has done it, and I think I could be seriously traumatised for the rest of my days if it did happen. I feel for those who has lost somebody this way as its tough not only for the loss of a loved one, but also that there are so many questions unanswered and sometimes a total lack of undertanding what was even wrong in thier minds/thoughts. :( I cant really even imagine what its like. Sirius. [/QUOTE]
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