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<blockquote data-quote="DeeDee" data-source="post: 282107" data-attributes="member: 448"><p>Its not weakness, a very close member of my family hung himself in 1996 he was only 27, and he was one of the most life-loving, bubbly, funny and not to mention tough people i ever knew, he was my hero whilst we were growing up and still is. His life changed forever when he came back from the gulf war, i dont know your veiws on gulf war syndrome but take it from me he was seriously messed up when he came back. He then started his own buisness that ran into money troubles and tried to get himself out of it by borrowing and then just got further into debt, to cut a long story short he ended up getting raided by the fuzz who found copious amounts of class a's(just pills no smack or ewt!)in his possesion that he was shifting about to cure his money troubles, and ended up getting a few years in strangeways.His marriage had broken down and his new girlfreind started to mess about with one of his mates whilst he was inside. Now all this usually would not have been enough to tip him over the edge, in fact a few weeks before he went down i saw him in the pier, he was his usual happy go lucky self and when we talked about him going down he said" ill just do me time and get on with it" in fact he expected longer than he got. His head was seriously messed up with the gulf war, he had been getting treatment at a place in wales for gulf war veterans and even doctors called at his trial recommended that he should be placed in a hospital. He used to go missing and his dad used to find him curled up in ball in the middle of a field somewhere, and he was having horrible flashbacks of clearing the Basra road, were he had to pull childrens charred remains from the shells of cars. Anyway the result was that he took his own life alone in his cell on the 7th may 1996. He wasnt weak, but i know that he wasnt in his right mind. Who knows what his final thoughts were, but its really hard to imagine the despair you have to feel to take that step. i know i havent got the bollocks.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="DeeDee, post: 282107, member: 448"] Its not weakness, a very close member of my family hung himself in 1996 he was only 27, and he was one of the most life-loving, bubbly, funny and not to mention tough people i ever knew, he was my hero whilst we were growing up and still is. His life changed forever when he came back from the gulf war, i dont know your veiws on gulf war syndrome but take it from me he was seriously messed up when he came back. He then started his own buisness that ran into money troubles and tried to get himself out of it by borrowing and then just got further into debt, to cut a long story short he ended up getting raided by the fuzz who found copious amounts of class a's(just pills no smack or ewt!)in his possesion that he was shifting about to cure his money troubles, and ended up getting a few years in strangeways.His marriage had broken down and his new girlfreind started to mess about with one of his mates whilst he was inside. Now all this usually would not have been enough to tip him over the edge, in fact a few weeks before he went down i saw him in the pier, he was his usual happy go lucky self and when we talked about him going down he said" ill just do me time and get on with it" in fact he expected longer than he got. His head was seriously messed up with the gulf war, he had been getting treatment at a place in wales for gulf war veterans and even doctors called at his trial recommended that he should be placed in a hospital. He used to go missing and his dad used to find him curled up in ball in the middle of a field somewhere, and he was having horrible flashbacks of clearing the Basra road, were he had to pull childrens charred remains from the shells of cars. Anyway the result was that he took his own life alone in his cell on the 7th may 1996. He wasnt weak, but i know that he wasnt in his right mind. Who knows what his final thoughts were, but its really hard to imagine the despair you have to feel to take that step. i know i havent got the bollocks. [/QUOTE]
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