remembering my brother 5 years on by Joanne holmes his sister
Hi my name is Joanne Holmes and i am not sure if some off you are aware off who i am , i am Anthonys sister and i felt i wanted to say some words about some one who was so speacial and from reading these threads it seems he was speacial to a lot off people on here too . after five years i still miss him terribley i always will. we wasnt friends when he died so that makes it harder, but it doesnt mean you dont care just because you fall out. we was once really close, i couldnt have wished for a better brother. he always made me laugh he was so funny, i remember going halloweening with him as kids, with the white sheet over us, my sheet set alight he doesnt tell me im on fire, what was he doing, and anthony and lee my other brother using me has the guy on guy forkes night, was probably anthony idea, he was always there when i hurt myself, when i fell and split my head open he was there lol he said your fine, fine blood was pouring out lol i remember the happy christmasses we had the snow ball fights he loved putting them down my back , he always made me laugh, that was anthony and he was always happy to help any one. i looked up to him so when he pulled the wallpaper off the bedroom wall, i thought it was a good idea to do it too. i miss him everyday and not just tommorow his death aniverssary, i could go on but what i really want to say is i miss him and love him and couldnt have wished for a better brother, i would like to thank everyone for there kind words there very touching and also my mum and dad would like to thank everyone for there words it helps thank you its a comfort at such a hard time would like to say , im glad most off you on here got the chance to know him either through chatting or meeting him he was that type off person who though it chatting could connect with people on all levels young old , thats what i always liked about him his passion to commumicate with anyone big , big thank you to you all , ALL OUR LOVE JOANNE AND FAMILY XXXX